And the rumors have started. I am trying so hard to guard my heart. The Spanish rumor board seems to think the cutoff for the next batch of referrals will at least be the 10th. I'm not falling for it though. They burned me last month with the rumors that some of December would be issued in the last batch. Rumor Queen has not rated any potential cut off dates above a R2 so she doesn't know either. I e-mailed my agency and they did not know either but speculated that they are thinking that up to the 10th could possibly be in.
I am holding up okay so far as I continue to guard my heart. Have to admit though that my chest got a little tight as I read the rumors yesterday. I think I will be more nervous next week when I'm sure rumors will be all over the place. At last I can honestly say that time now truly feels like it is speeding up. Hope I can still say that after I actually have Abby's picture in my hands :)
On another note, I weighed in today and lost only 1 pound since last week. I still think that is pretty good though since my monthly friend arrived yesterday. Hopefully next week I will have less water weight and therefore have lost more pounds. I hope so anyway. Now I'm off to work on my room. I am painting it again. Then I will order new bedroom furniture and a bigger mattress. I will post pictures once it is all together.